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On Having a Crush on a Professor
We all know about the pedestal-effect:
a
person on a platform
preens
and the world adores,
tossing bras and glossolalia.
Everybody
knows that us girls
just
wanna fuck our fathers.
But
it’s the glissade of his voice
through
the ear to the stomach’s
pit
where the word pine
revolves,
derived from pin —
pain:
this ceaseless dialogue
of
bodies and glossaries.
“Let’s Get It On” plays
on
the nation’s station as we strip-
tease
on our sugardaddies’ knees.
Any specialist’s rhetoric can persuade
us
to
undress: you don’t need to be a priest
or
a rock star to get into my dungarees.
These
words are ravenous
he
pulls from the galaxy
of
his mouth. They form
storm
clouds, then suddenly
as
sunlight, his tongue is suede
and
there’s a sway in my breathing.
This lust is latent, Freud would
say
but
it was decided by unanimous vote
that
he spoke too much, so they forked
out his tongue; now he’s swilling
whiskey
with Jung, wishing
he
were still lascivious.
It’s
not that I want him
in
my bed nude, luminous
in
the turquoise light of the aquarium
but
the sound of him, resound
of
his voice falling into my ear: rain
onto
the spathe of a calla lily, glistening me.
Oh this sorry heart is a cliché
with its imperative
give
me, give me, give me, as blood panics
to-
and-fro
pronouncing its sentence of x’s and
o’s.
Without the word there is no world,
Schuster declares.
I’d
probably sleep with him too if he were cute,
letting
loose logos I didn’t know.
But
longing is never as clear as a mirror.
Our
face a shape in another’s face: diffracted
a
thousand times, and shining
and
shining.
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